This story has two central themes: one is the relationship between two girls (Roberta and Twyla) of different races, and the ways in which that relationship is shaped over time by changing racial tensions; the other is the relationship each of the girls shares with her mother. Although one could argue that the first of these themes is more important, it is the second that interests me more, so that's what I've chosen to focus on.
"My mother danced all night and Roberta's was sick. That's why we were taken to St. Bonny's." (p. 2253) With these first two sentences of the story, Morrison lets us know immediately that the reason the two girls are in an orphanage is that their mothers are incapable of caring for them, and that their abandonment will be their common bond. They become friends because "nobody else wanted to play with us because we weren't real orphans with beautiful dead parents in the sky." (2254) Twyla's tone of obvious disappointment seems to be directed toward her own mother for being alive and imperfect, rather than toward the other children for rejecting her.
When the girls' mothers come to visit them on the same day, Twyla's happiness at seeing her mother Mary is deeply shadowed by her embarrassment over the woman's inappropriate clothing and behavior. She talks about Mary (she never calls her Mom or Mommy) as though she herself were the adult and Mary the wayward child, specifically when she says, "she smiled and waved like she was the little girl looking for her mother--not me." (2256) Twyla's horror at her mother's behavior during the chapel service sounds like the outrage expressed by a parent over a bratty toddler. "And Mary would have kept it up--kept calling names if I hadn't squeezed her hand as hard as I could. That helped a little, but she still twitched and crossed and uncrossed her legs all through service....Why did I think she would come there and act right?" (2256) As Twyla is narrating, we don’t get as much insight into Roberta’s relationship with her mother, except that she has mixed feelings when she is sent home from the orphanage. But as the story goes on and the girls become women and mothers in their own right, each time they meet they return to that point of common ground--painful as it remains for both of them.
Both of the women make reference to a woman named Maggie who lives at the orphanage when they are young. She is physically handicapped and mute, and one day some of the older girls knock her down and start to kick her. Roberta and Twyla don’t join in, but both later admit to having wanted to. Twyla recalls, “Maggie was my dancing mother. Deaf, I thought, and dumb. Nobody inside. Nobody who could hear you if you cried in the night. Nobody who could tell you anything important you could use….I knew she wouldn’t scream, couldn’t---just like me—and I was glad about that.” (2265) Twyla harbors so much anger toward her mother for being weak and, in a sense, crippled, that she enjoys seeing Maggie beaten. Roberta confesses to the same feelings: “And because she couldn’t talk—well, you know, I thought she was crazy. She'd been brought up in an institution like my mother was and like I thought I would be too...we didn't kick her...but, well, I wanted to. I really wanted them to hurt her." (2266) It is interesting to note here that both of the girls acknowledges that they are in some way like their mothers, or that they fear being weak in the same way that their mothers were.
Having grown up with an emotionally unstable mom who is less than dependable, who struggles sometimes even to take care of herself, I can completely relate to the girls' feelings of anger, even rage, at not being able to count on her and in some cases having to take care of her. I can also relate to that constant background fear of someday sharing the same weaknesses, being marked for failure or insanity. I was blown away by Morrison's insightful and sensitive treatment of this topic, and have to wonder if she went through something similar herself.